It has been much too long since I posted.

Over a year! 2011 has been my worst year ever. I lost my dad this year and it has been just horrible dealing with this. We all had a really nice Christmas together and then his health just deteriorated. We spent as much time with him as we could and helped my mom. He came here to see Caroline in a play and for Andrew's birthday and it was all over from there. He was put in the hospital but I guess we weren't willing to accept how bad off he was. On my birthday was about the last time I really talked to him and he talked to me. He died the following Sunday on Mother's Day. I have never been so sad in my life. On top of that, my workplace was just not very cooperative about me missing work to be with my dad. I just really stopped caring about anything except wanting him to get well. I really did not care about what was happening at my job. I realize I probably reacted the wrong way but I think that they did too. So on top of worrying over my dad and mom, I had to worry about my freaking job. I will never forgive those people for the way they treated me during the most horrible time in my life. I like my job, I just hate the people I work with from the top all the way down. If I could be doing what I do anywhere else, I would be happy. Of course, people quit or get fired over there all the time so no one is around that long. Some days, I wish they would just come in and fire me, I would go right across the street and apply for unemployment and do the things I want to do. Is that so bad? Yes, I guess it is. Now that I am done with my rant, I guess I will go for now. I am glad no one reads my blog!